Laying in bed. Staring at the ceiling. All lights turned off. Being in complete silence. Thoughts rushing through your mind. Starting to overanalyze certain things. Thinking of all the bad things that could possibly happen. Crying because you’re scared of those things actually coming true. Yeah, these times at night can get pretty emotional.
you yell at me because i talked back at you
and when i stay quiet
you yell at me because i don’t say anything
Highlight of my day, yes.
Apparently according to my mother, I am pretty much confined to my house unallowed to do anything until I score a minimum of a 2000 on the SAT. I cant even start taking driver’s ed until then. My birthday is next week, I’ll be seventeen, so I might as well wait until I’m eighteen. So much for driving by senior year. Nor can I even THINK about prom, even though that’s impossible cos the SAT test date IS ON prom day. I havent even registered yet because Im not sure if I want to take it on that day, and I think it’s too late now. So this might be a problem, cos I really need to get together my outfit for prom, and I really haven’t even looked. 2000 is high but not THAT high, so this is kind of really my fault because I haven’t studied enough. So getting off Tumblr might be a good start.